Childhood
I realize my first post may sound to some like I don’t love my life, I Do! I have come to terms with the fact that I will never know my father. I do know from my mother that I am black like him. I think maybe I remind my mom of my dad and that’s why she had a hard time as a single parent.
When my siblings and I were first born our humans made sure we had a lot of love and attention. I often think of my siblings and wonder what it’s like for those litters who get to live in a family with their mom, dad, and each other. I have met many neighbors and realize many of us are in the same boat.
Life is what you make it and positive attitude is everything.
I am grateful I have my mom with me even though she is relentless about cleaning my ears and eyes! I feel she is trying to make up for being a cold bitch when I was a pup. She is constantly licking my face and her breathe could kill a coyote! We didn’t have much money back in the day so some things had to suffer and our dental checkups were one of the things. My mom and I have the worst breath in the world. Honestly that’s how I know my human loves me unconditionally because she holds me close, tells me I’m stinky but kisses me everyday!
It is important to have unconditional love in our lives! I see it with my humans everyday! My human and her husband have been together for 26 years and they still say “I love you” everyday. I know times have been financially difficult for them yet I always have food in my bowl, laughter throughout my day, and more love then I can handle!
I am a lucky pug! My mom tries to act stuck-up and aloof around my humans but I know she really loves them and appreciates their support. I feel she may blame them for putting her in the situation with my dad and her getting pregnant. She did lose her girlish figure and from what I’ve heard my mom was a beauty queen!
Life is about making choices and I choose to accept my circumstances and make the most out of
it! Perhaps one day my mom will work through her issues. I often see my human trying to get through to her but she just walks away.
I could ramble for hours but it is time for my morning nap. I will post again real soon. I haven’t even mentioned my step sister now there’s a freak!
